I'm off work today, not by choice but my Bosses great idea. Funny I don't remember signing up for a part time job...He said there's nothing for me to do. He needs to get the survey guys out in the field today to survey some topo so I can have something to do tomorrow on my AutoCAD. That's what I do, AutoCAD. I'm an AutoCAD Drafter for a Survey Company. I'm not very happy about missing a day of work. Don't get me wrong it's nice to relax a bit. But how can I relax? I mean really relax? But I had to use a vacation day or not get paid. And I'm not in any position financially to not get paid for a full day of work. Now I sit at home looking at the damn computer trying to figure out how I can make extra money because my regular job isn't paying the bills. Not that I'm high maintenance or anything. I actually have cheap bills and still can't survive half the time and ya know it's always stressful to be broke but it's worse to be broke and have time on your hands to worry about it and not feel like your doing anything at all to contribute to putting your bank account in the blue instead of the red. This sucks! Being broke really really sucks. I have never known and probably never will know how it feels to always have money in the bank. To actually knows what it feels like for my money to last more than just payday to payday and hell my money never lasts that long anyway. I'm usually broke way before next payday. I've had to take vacation days not to long ago just because I didn't have the money to put gas in my car to make it to work. Then when payday came around I had to hold my breath and pray my car made it to work and then to the bank to cash my check. Isn't that sad??? I had to stay home on a Wednesday and Thursday then coast to work on and empty tank Friday just to get my paycheck. Oh how I wish I could feel safe and secure with lots of money in the bank. I guess that's just about everyones dream. I'm probably not the exception here. But this is my blog so I get to whine if I want to lol. Just saying......wouldn't it be nice to have your bills come automatically out of your bank every month and just reconcile your checkbook at the end of the month without worrying if you have the money in the bank to cover them? My dream is to have that and not have to work for someone else. Maybe work for myself over the internet and own a large motorhome to travel in and just to my work while I'm on the road traveling from state to state. Stopping at interesting places staying for a while and then moving on to the next. Hopefully my son's and their girlfriends would be with me- I'd hate to be without my sons. It's more fun to share wonderful events with the people you love. I wonder if there's anyone out there in cyber space that gets to do things like this and if they do, what do they do for a living so that they can afford such luxeries. what can I do on the net to afford such luxuries???? I'd love to hear some stories of riches at least then I can feel good for other people.
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